Ups, I've did it again!

Mais um trambolhão que dei na vida...
Larguei tudo por 48 horas...maravilhosas! Saltei para o 1º avião que consegui arranjar...isolei-me do mundo a que pertenço...por momentos esqueci-me da vida que tenho e vivi para o momento...Só me arrependo do que não fiz...

Ficam as memórias....e estas notas....escritas no regresso do sonho vivido!

Finally I can manage a few moments to myself. Today was another difficult day (lately, I seem to have a lot of those...wonder why?!)…It’s always difficult to fill empty spaces…a challenge lies before me! An interesting exercise for a shy person that hides herself behind words and thoughts. I wonder where you got the idea that I’m a straight forward person…

Talking about challenges: filling this blank page in front of me…in English (an excellent opportunity to prove that my father’s investment in the Cambridge’s Proficiency level was money well spent) and trying to avoid intercultural, distance, linguistic and gender misunderstandings. Let’s see how it goes! Ladies and gentlemen, please fasten your seat belts because we’re heading for a bumpy flight!

Expectations! Zero expectations while going to ... .Results: no words to describe. Wonderful 2 days, that I will treasure and remember forever. You have been a token from the universe to me. I could have spent my whole life without knowing that you existed. However, the universe (stars, planets and butterflies included) managed for us to meet. And I will be always thankful for this. I don’t regret or change a thing. Well, actually, I do! I regret not having talked more, laughed more, touched more, shared more and felt more (sorry but I’m from a Southern Europe country). I wouldn’t have done it with anyone else but you.

While waiting for my luggage, I received your text message. It was the most incredible feeling…Saying farewell is never easy….at least for me. In a way, I’m glad that we didn’t have time to think much about it…between running to get my bag and jumping on the train..time flew! All that was left was your smile…the blue of your eyes…

Back to life, back to reality is never an easy thing to do….In fact, returning to the «real world» started at the Lisbon airport. First night in Lisbon…missed your presence near me…missed the warmth of your arms around me…missed being cuddled by you. Strangest feeling…not considering your touch unfamiliar…feeling at ease and comfortable near you.

Love u ...and it breaks my heart not knowing if or when will I see you again...